kiddos

All the while, i have never think nor have good feeling about kiddos.

However, im beginning to develop feeling towards kiddos. When i see kids on train and at ECP, i cant help smiling and wondering will my kids be pretty or handsome. Will my kids be adorable? Will my kids be obedient or naughty?How i wana doll up my daughter...How I wana my son to look like a cool dude...How i gona teach them...How i gona dote on them...etc etc. I even thought of name for my kiddos already. OMG! OMG!

Well, I knew bringing up a kid is never easy. I've been looking after my twin sisters when i was 10 years old. And, I know i shouldnt have said this, but its the twin that make me dislike kiddos. In the past, seeing kids shunned me off completely. I wouldnt even take notice of kiddos.

Anyway, there's still a long way for me to reach motherhood. For now, I have to make effort to a new relationship again. Boo! Boo! How sad it is though. *sob sob*

No rush. Meanwhile, i shall enjoy my freedom. Yeah!