upset

Had a tiff with my guy last night. :(

I asked if he wana join me to club this coming friday. His responds was strong and i got scolded somehow. He said I should not have encourage him to club when I knew that he is working the next day. Moreover, he just started off with his new job with a greater responsibility, unlike his previous job. He also said that I din use my brain to think. *sob sob* But the thing is, in his previous job, he still club or stay out late when he is working the next day. And I did tell him not to stay out late and he always replied with its ok since pretty relax to work on saturday. I felt that the bottom line is, be it busy or not, he is still working on saturday. I just find that its all excuses. When I asked him not to stay out late, he din even comment, but when I asked if he wants to join us (and i think its my first time asking), he make me sounds like a bad girlfriend who asked him to do 'bad' things. In fact, I only expect a yes or no answer. Never thought would ended up a tiff.

And the next issue we tiffed is about honesty. Recently, he met up with his ex and chatted with her. Yes, I knew there's nothing wrong but being a gal, the sense of jealousy and uncomfort feeling is there. Moreover, I only heard good comments about his ex which make me feel inferior to her. I told him that I rather not know if he bump, meet or chat with her again. He said I'm encouraging him to cover up which is very wrong. He felt that I should just told him not to see her. My sentiment for this issue was, I dun wish to know and ended up feeling upset over it for a coupla of days. And, even if I told him not to see her, it will never happen cos' they live so near and bounce to chance upon each other. Can he really dun talk or even say hi to her? Im really not sure. Furthermore, I dun wish to end their friendship with the only reason, my uncomfort feeling. In fact, I got mixed feeling over this. On one hand, I'm glad for his honesty. But on the other hand, I dun like the idea of knowing that they saw each other. Now i'm thinking, am i being unreasonable? sigh....

Anyway, I dun wish to hold him up for nothing last night. So, i just said ok ok and we hang up the phone to sleep. I guess I should reflect my thoughts. :(