I'm lost somewhere.
At this period of time, I've lost my way, still searching for the light at the end of the tunnel. There is too much things lingering on my mind which have disrupted my life somehow.
Firstly, I've lost my focus at work, getting more and more disorganised. Yet more tasks are expected to be on my hand. I'm not complaining that I have more tasks to handle. In fact, to think in positive view, I should be pleased that I have lessons to learn after the accomplishment of a task. Its a gain in knowledge. Another thing to be pleased is, at least in my boss's view, I'm not redundant. ha!
Secondly, I'm procrastinating on things that i wana do. I wanted to exercise and learn a coupla of things - photoshop and my blog. Sadly, I'm not moving into this direction. On top of that, I still have to schedule my driving. Although my lessons are twice a week, I felt that it have taken a fair bit of my time apart from my busy work schedule.
Come to think of it, 7 days a week, 2 nights are schedule for driving, MYOB course on Mon night, I'm left with 2 nights and a weekend to exercise and do my things. When tiredness seep in, my laziness will stop me from doing anything. In the end, I may end up doing nothing at all. ha!
So much for my emotional thoughts, I'm reminding myself that if I don't do something about it, I will be in holy deep shit......Lynn, cheer up and bring your mental back to fighting spirit!!
At this period of time, I've lost my way, still searching for the light at the end of the tunnel. There is too much things lingering on my mind which have disrupted my life somehow.
Firstly, I've lost my focus at work, getting more and more disorganised. Yet more tasks are expected to be on my hand. I'm not complaining that I have more tasks to handle. In fact, to think in positive view, I should be pleased that I have lessons to learn after the accomplishment of a task. Its a gain in knowledge. Another thing to be pleased is, at least in my boss's view, I'm not redundant. ha!
Secondly, I'm procrastinating on things that i wana do. I wanted to exercise and learn a coupla of things - photoshop and my blog. Sadly, I'm not moving into this direction. On top of that, I still have to schedule my driving. Although my lessons are twice a week, I felt that it have taken a fair bit of my time apart from my busy work schedule.
Come to think of it, 7 days a week, 2 nights are schedule for driving, MYOB course on Mon night, I'm left with 2 nights and a weekend to exercise and do my things. When tiredness seep in, my laziness will stop me from doing anything. In the end, I may end up doing nothing at all. ha!
So much for my emotional thoughts, I'm reminding myself that if I don't do something about it, I will be in holy deep shit......Lynn, cheer up and bring your mental back to fighting spirit!!
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