Annoyed!

I was pretty upset over my friends. Why?

I shared my happiness, sadness, anger, disappointment with my friends, exclusively to my closest friends and only them. However, sad to say, it turned out that my friend shared and had bad perception on my bf.

Yes, I'm forbidden to do this and do that for some matters. 1st example, going for a holiday trip with my friends. My bf felt that if I don't have the cash, don't go. I agreed, I should not borrow money for my pure enjoyment and there is always another chance. 2nd example, clubbing with friends. My bf never ever like the idea of me clubbing. He felt that clubbing would result in late night sleep and he worried for my safety. But come to think of it, its only about going for holiday and clubbing. Hey guys, shouldn't we must give him some credits for his concern thoughts for me.

Initially, I do not mind when my friends say my weekend sure not free or i always cant meet them. But now, I felt so annoyed and upset. Guys, not true, mind you! Didnt I organise for our poly dinners? Didnt I ask my sec sch friends out? And did you guys actually go out without me organising? I felt so pissed off! And all i got was a bf's gf and always cant do this cant do that.

I only have weekend for my bf. So, what's wrong with spending my weekend just for my bf? If you guys have partners, won't you guys do the same too? ok, maybe im wrong, but relationship is subjective and individual right? Instead of putting me down, why not show me your utmost understanding?

Perhaps I didnt clarified my bf's stand enough that caused them to have sucha impression. Anyway, i wouldn't want to share my relationship thingy with my friends anymore, trust me!